Xing Xian

For Once

xingxian — Sun, 29 Jan 2012 08:20:47 +0000

Realized life is seriously too short for too much worries and hesitation. This time around, I’m gonna go for what I want. Others can wait.

= )

Backie

xingxian — Thu, 29 Dec 2011 15:23:56 +0000

Ya… Some of you might have realized that i privatized my wordpress sometimes back in October…

I was sick of writing nothing but complains on my blog.. and at one point.. I felt very depressed over things happening all around me. Therefore, decided to just close my blog temporarily.

Now, here I am.. Recharged and happy! With all the festive seasons, it’s hard for someone to remain depressed.. Hahaha…

Having said that, I wish everyone a very good year ahead.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Love,

Xing Xian

It’s a waste of time

xingxian — Thu, 20 Oct 2011 15:59:04 +0000

I think, enough is enough. I dun wish to waste even 1 sec on these ppl anymore.. Bye

Protected: My Family

xingxian — Wed, 19 Oct 2011 16:21:08 +0000

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Mixed feelings

xingxian — Fri, 07 Oct 2011 06:22:15 +0000

Ya.. As mentioned in my twitter, I’ve tendered my resignation on Wednesday..
Good bye to shitty new CEO- the Mr. I dun care.. goodbye to the “wash-handed” chairman
Goodbye to the unexpected PA cum marketing cum business services exe role..

I was happy that I found a much better job..
FMCG, Big MNC, strong focus on marketing.. And of cos a better pay..
My peers were all very supportive.
My boss was happy for me.. She told me to keep in touch.. She’ll invite me to her house warming..

However, there are certainly things and ppl I gonna miss.
I’ll miss the simple and nice ppl here..

I’ll miss the time with my best friend
I’ll miss complaining to her
I’ll miss chit chatting n do online shopping wif her
I’ll definitely miss 13 IBP

So, I am leaving the JURONG that I am in for five and a half years of my working life..
I’m gonna be a UPTOWN girl!!! LOL
So.. The feeling is like rojak now.. Happy, sad, excited etc etc..

Just cross my fingers and believe that the path I am taking will be a bright one.. = )

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xingxian — Sun, 18 Sep 2011 15:40:10 +0000

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Must every single thing be taught to you???

xingxian — Sun, 14 Aug 2011 14:21:00 +0000

Sometimes, ppl take e initiatives to do things or ask questions…
But there are some ppl who just do things when they are told to and take Instructions from other ppl..
I sometimes really wonder..
Why do I have to be the one doing all these????
Must I tell u this and that every time on every single thing?

I have lots of doubt….

There were times when ppl say..”oh she is so bossy.. She seems to be so dominant” but think again….
If I have someone who takes 100% initiative to do things w/o me even asking..
Do I even need to speak???? (oh yes, trust me I’ve met a lot who does dat)

So, to ppl who dunno the situation.. I say STFU! it’s our own fucking business.. So MYOB…
I think it’s time we deal with things like adults… So, stop acting like a child..

Men cannot be trusted

xingxian — Sat, 13 Aug 2011 16:42:01 +0000

Well.. I may or may not be saying one of my own…
Hubby said we shdnt comment anything since everything is based on assumption..
We saw him with another woman whom he claimed to be a friend he met there..
However.. One man and one woman… Both alone at the same time..visiting a place when family likes to visit…
And when we approached him, the woman next to him act like total stranger and left our sight immediately… How strange and suspicious is that?

I seriously hope it ain’t what I saw… Becos men nowadays really are very disappointing..
They act like they are faithful husbands, caring daddies.. But behind the curtains.. They are all heartless bastards who cheat on their wives..
I’ve really seen too many.. Pls dun be one.. moreover.. U r a family member..

Even if this is true.. I hope it stops here.. Before the other family member gets hurt… It is not worth giving up a family for a woman like this…
Pls stop……… Before it’s too late…….

As Winter Always Turns to Spring….

xingxian — Mon, 25 Jul 2011 16:33:03 +0000

Dearest Cuss,

As Winter always turns to spring… something good will always come out of the bad…

I seriously, truly wished that he would be happy with his so-called “love” for long..

Only with that you could spread your wings and fly… Do whatever you like…

No more accusation or explanation needed… becos U have heard them all…

It is always 2 person in a relationship… and when something goes wrong.. it will definitely be both parties’ fault… It can nv be one sided…

But this time around, other than the 2 of u… there’s a 小三..

One who undressed and presented herself as a present on his birthday. Woooo… How nice…

And with respect.. I seriously see how cute, innocent and beautiful she is……. as compared to you my “not-good-enough” cuss..

Cuss Janey Beautiful Chermaine Owyong

How cute seriously… U’ll nv be satisfied untill you get the one you desire.. So Congratulations on that Edric..

Hope u have ur happily ever after becos I am sure our cuss Janey would get her’s….

U have made her stronger…

The 2nd day

xingxian — Wed, 04 May 2011 13:32:20 +0000

It’s the 2nd day in a new company, new environment. I miss my gang…. I miss Debbie n ah piao.. All told me to be patient.. Give me n new company a chance.. I am doing dat.. And I will still do that.. Just dat.. I can’t help it.. I can’t help but keep looking at the JTC Summit and wonder what my gang’s doing… New company’s small.. But too small dat everyone’s super near to one another.. Very quiet.. No music.. And.. They only da bao from downstairs n sit @ individual seat n eat…w/o talking!!! I miss gossiping with gang when having lunch.. I miss having pop music and sing along with Debbie.. I miss the time we go meeting together.. I miss the cheerful faces..

Think my greatest weakness: too sentimental

The more I write, the more I misses them.. And of course.. The more emotional I get..
Think I gonna rest soon..cos i’ve woke up 3 times within 30mins today, afraid tat I’ll oversleep..
tmr’s gonna be a better day.. At least I have lunch session with my gang to look forward to.. ; )